This is to my best friend, If you ever find this ill be happy to know that you still look back and think of me. Im not making this note for the account “PastelLemon” but im making it to her bestfriend and my bestfriend. Im just very sorry how we ended up i thought we would have been best friends forever but ive come to realize that the future doesnt always turn out how we want it to i know you talked behind my back and said really bad things about me and maybe helped me break up with my boyfriend but I probably wasnt as good of a friend i should have been either. I just want you to know that I love you very dearly and we have had great memories. You have always been there for me and i have always been there for you but recently i have been thinking about how toxic our friendship had become...You will still always be my best friend i dont care what anyone else says because you are and they cant change that. Im sorry to say this but I really hate you alot. I also love you very much though. I just wish we could have been better friends together and i wish you cared more about me than about all those stupid boyfriends you have had. The truth is I was jealous you paid more attention to them. Dear friend I am very sorry for the way everything turned out. I love you, sincerely - you know who