I’m pretty insecure although it doesn’t seem like it. I’m always comparing myself to other people and wishing I looked better. I don’t like how I look naturally so I hilight my hair and wear lots of mascara hilighter and concealer. I fake smiles to cover up my tears and I am almost always laughing even though I feel empty inside. I am always overthinking and I stay up so late but I just cover up my dark circles. I hate my blue eyes and I hate my extremely pale skin. I know it’s not healthy but I can’t stop feeling so insecure.
I’m pretty insecure although it doesn’t seem like it. I’m always comparing myself to other people and wishing I looked better. I don’t like how I look naturally so I hilight my hair and wear lots of mascara hilighter and concealer. I fake smiles to cover up my tears and I am almost always laughing even though I feel empty inside. I am always overthinking and I stay up so late but I just cover up my dark circles. I hate my blue eyes and I hate my extremely pale skin. I know it’s not healthy but I can’t stop feeling so insecure.
@lindsaylizardskin thank you so much. Your comment made me realize how much you needed to reflect on my life an dive deeper into my emotions. This made me realize the things I love about myself and every time I read it I am able to remind myself how important I am. 💗
Being unhealthy will never help with insecurity and crying is healthy though and our appearance will always be imperfect and perfect together and comparison won’t have a great impact because really no one wins in the game of comparison someone in this world would LOVE to have blue eyes (me lol) and being yourself is hard and I know that but even if society won’t accept you because of your appearance someone else will (many children who feel different turn out to be successful😋) try focusing on the reasons why your different or “ugly” and try to find the benefits of it♥️