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3 months ago
@yourlinedancinsweetheart I know you canβt see this. And Iβm literally praying youβll come back. But I just read your last message and it touched me so much I had to respond even tho it might be pointless.
Iβm homeschooled and I understand getting called weird. Iβve been homeschooled my entire life, though, so itβs definitely not the same. But honestly, I have 0 friends. I have Luciana, my very best friend, but how can I be in a conversation and tell someone that I have friends? Because the truth is, if they ask about my friends, everything I have to say is embarrassing. And I did have you, but Iβm afraid I canβt talk to you anymore. Now Iβm realizing, at this point, I have someone to vent to even though she canβt see my message. Anyways.. the point is.. I get you. Iβve always understood you. And I wanted to say something too. You say you arenβt as good of a writer as me. Everyone has different talents, and maybe writing is the one God βchoseβ for me. And maybe he βchoseβ something else for you. But I want to tell you that, reading thru our old messages, I see nothing but pure HEART. Your comments not only make the tears come out of my eyes in a really joyous way, but they also have the potential so high that Iβm able to understand what youβre saying. When I read your texts, I donβt just read it, I feel it. And throughout my writing journey, thatβs something I didnβt realize. One of the greatest things that makes a writer a reall writer, is when they can write things that people feel. Without even trying. Youβve accomplished that. Youβre a real writer in a lot of ways. Weβve always just written very differently, neither one of our writing skills have ever been better or worse than the other. Kinz, I think maybe I miss you more than Iβve ever missed someone before. Iβll be praying youβre okay and hopefully Iβll get to talk to you againπ€ life has been carrying me through lots of journeyβs, and I just want to spill my heart out on you and tell you everything. I love you. β€οΈ