ā« mom I am in pain ā« ā« Life is painā« ā«I wake up every morning and I am in painā« ā« I go to work in painā« ā«you know how many times I have wanted to just give up?ā« ā« how many times I have thought about ending it ā« ā« it's like screaming and no one hearā« ā« watching my life from passenger seatā« ā« YOU ARE THE PROBLEM AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THE PROBLEMā« ā« WHAT IS THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOUā« ā«TOO MUCHā« ā«I am hurting myself and I hurt Every one around meā« ā«I am not angry I am in painā« ā« I need you to calm downā« ā«No,no ,no,no .....I can't ā« ā« it's Hurt so much , I can't breatheā« ā« inside to changeā« ā« How I feel?ā« ā« Inside meā« ā« I WISH I COULDN'T FELL ANYTHING ā« ā« FUCK ā« ā«IN PAINā« ā«I BEC...