I wouldnt normally put this out there but I fucking relapsed and I just feel like all of my recent progress has been for nothing, once again. I was doing so fucking good too. Weeks if not months clean of self harm and here i fucking went. Screwing it all up, like I always fucking do. God, I'm so not cut out for breathing. My life is so fucking pathetic its genuinely funny. My lifes a fucking sitcom - a comedy. It's useless how much I try to put myself out of my comfort zone to achieve things and all it ever does is blow up in my face. I'm so fucking tired.
I wouldnt normally put this out there but I fucking relapsed and I just feel like all of my recent progress has been for nothing, once again. I was doing so fucking good too. Weeks if not months clean of self harm and here i fucking went. Screwing it all up, like I always fucking do. God, I'm so not cut out for breathing. My life is so fucking pathetic its genuinely funny. My lifes a fucking sitcom - a comedy. It's useless how much I try to put myself out of my comfort zone to achieve things and all it ever does is blow up in my face. I'm so fucking tired.
@martial_artist I always try to think positively but I live in negativity so it's truly not easy to do that. And yeah, sure, there is light at the end of the tunnel but honestly? Idrk if I can make it through the tunnel for much longer lmfao. I do really appreciate your advice and support though
@dinosatan666 you're not alone, I've been through this. We're all here for you, there is light at the end of the tunnel. You are worth living, you should live. Don't listen to anybody giving negative comments. Listen to your heart, listen to what everybody who sees you for you. Think positivity not negatively. I know this sounds like a joke and that it's fake, but I'm saying the truth. Your life should be cherished ❤️