tw: depre$$ion i’m really fucking sad. i have been for awhile. i so desperately want not to be though. i want to be happy and i try so hard to be but i am tired of acting. i don’t feel like myself because i have hid the real me for so long that one thinks it’s even possible for me not to be the bubbly funny person that i pretend i am. i save the panic attacks for my room. i cried for an hour straight today and couldn’t stop. there was not even a trigger for it. i’m just lonely and depressed. i have one friend and they really aren’t even talking to me as much. all of my friends have given up on me in the past year and i went from a massive friend group to none because i’m too much for them. t...
tw: depre$$ion
i’m really fucking sad. i have been for awhile. i so desperately want not to be though. i want to be happy and i try so hard to be but i am tired of acting. i don’t feel like myself because i have hid the real me for so long that one thinks it’s even possible for me not to be the bubbly funny person that i pretend i am. i save the panic attacks for my room. i cried for an hour straight today and couldn’t stop. there was not even a trigger for it. i’m just lonely and depressed. i have one friend and they really aren’t even talking to me as much. all of my friends have given up on me in the past year and i went from a massive friend group to none because i’m too much for them. t...
oh my gosh. you gotta pick yourself up and know you a badass bitch. cuz you are. many of my friends suffer with things like this and i know how hard it is, although i don’t have it i know how to help. forcing yourself to be someone else won’t make you any happier, but being yourself will. you may think that your real self isn’t good enough, or nobody will like the real you but that’s their problem. if you’re friend isn’t caring about you and paying attention, you should drop her and find new ones. or don’t sometimes people find it so much better to just be alone. i’m not going to lie, it sounds less stressful! please look after yourself, and know you are amazing and loved. 🤍🤍
I know just how you feel, I’m not diagnosed with depression but I do feel extremely sad and lost. Just want to let you know you are enough, if at this moment you don’t have many people around to look for you then whatever I think you are strong enough to just don’t give a damn and life your life just like you want to live it. What I mean is that, yes it is sad that you don’t have much people around but believe me that many people who truly cares about you will come really soon and that just stop faking it you’re sad but so what you still can be a badass and not care about anyones opinions. Just saying that, ily please take good care of yourself you’re special 💗💗💗