@pr3ttyf4c3 I know how u feel I have ALOTTTT of anxiety of my fam passing away to see Jesus one night me and my mom talked for like an hour about what heaven would look like and that all u can do is wait and smile through the pain ik times are rough but keep smiling even if things get hard I'm so sorry but when my great grandma passed I was so sad bc she was amazing but now I'm ok that was 6 yrs ago and it took me about a year to get over it but I still think of her I have been stressed and have been crying for no reason and I wanna tell you to remember to stay strong and keep smiling lysm❤️😊