(............) (What you see is me and this song is me as well.....) (I need help and I can't find it....) (And idk what to do but just cut myself are try to hang myself....) (But before I do that I think of my brothers and sister that I need to help and see them grow.....) (But I keep thinking theses things and I can't get them out of my head!) (I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL BUT I CAN'T......) (all I do is cry because idk what to do!) (I can't......I can't even talk to an adult about this because I don't have anyone!) ( But here's the song) Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess This avoids the stress of falling out of it Are you tired of me yet? I'm a little sick right now bu...