Hiiiiiiš
6 months ago
I had to leave class a couple of times because I was still upset but I still wanted to go in to see my friends and stuff. Anyways so I got through the day, but was visibly upset and most people had noticed and were ignoring me which was good because I was not dealing with people. A few times my crush (who genuinely likes meš) tried to flirt with me but I just wasnāt in the right headspace, so Iām a bit worried that he thought I donāt like him or smt, idk. But I was just leaving the last class and these boys in my class started walking behind me, so I kept on walking but faster, and then they started whispering stuff in my ear like āur so hotā and ā blank likes youā and ā ur so fitā and stuff like that. This was obviously a joke, as Iām the least attractive, most socially awkward girl in my class, and a massive nerd, so these sporty, āattractiveš¤®ā guys wouldnāt hit on me. They do this all the time but it really got to me yesterday, Iām super upset and I donāt know what to do. I actually hate them so much, but Iāve never done anything to them, so I donāt get why they would make fun of someone who is visibly having a bad day, who has never done anything to them (other than make them look dumb in maths class, but they bring it upon themselves š). Anyways thanks for listening to the rant, also this is the outfit I wore yesterday, wasnāt revealing or anything, I donāt get it. Sorry š¤