So my last post was just a quick update and a test to make sure my stuff went through. I've been highkey struggling for awhile about a lot. But as a current update: I have 4 partners (im still poly), but it would be 5 - except Kai and I broke up 3 weeks ago.... Kai and I have finally talked and we are going to start over as friends first and see how we do. I am moving out and away from Kai to go live with 2 of my partners. So thats been a bit stressful as well. Since the break up, ive stopped eating and I've honestly stopped sleeping. So you can imagine the weights im trying to carry while being as sick as i am. Yes, im seeing my therapist weekly. I see my psychiatrist this week as well....
So my last post was just a quick update and a test to make sure my stuff went through.
I've been highkey struggling for awhile about a lot. But as a current update: I have 4 partners (im still poly), but it would be 5 - except Kai and I broke up 3 weeks ago.... Kai and I have finally talked and we are going to start over as friends first and see how we do.
I am moving out and away from Kai to go live with 2 of my partners. So thats been a bit stressful as well.
Since the break up, ive stopped eating and I've honestly stopped sleeping.
So you can imagine the weights im trying to carry while being as sick as i am.
Yes, im seeing my therapist weekly. I see my psychiatrist this week as well....
I'm really sorry you've been going through that. I'm glad you've been seeing your therapist, I know how stressful getting help can be. And don't feel guilty for relapsing, its not your fault you feel like that. Again, im really glad that your getting help, even just talking someone can really help. I'm here if you ever need or want to talk. <3